Ambition?

I have an extended holiday, another week of medical leave, which makes it a total 3 weeks break! Wow! I hadn't been working for 3 long weeks! I wake up each day feeling different and there were moments I got so bored, I wished to go back to work. Pronto! Perhaps a good reason for me to keep holding on to my job. No pun intended. I've been living a rather purposeless life since a year ago. I can't decide for myself what I really want. While I'm often being asked about my preference, I woukd usually reply with that perfunctory statement - "I want to be a chronic MO." It wasn't long before this, I start getting bothered about what I'll like to become. It's like a major issue for me, good enough to give me sleepless nights just thinking about what's best. I still do not have an exact answer, but well, let nature takes its course! The fact is, no one can see beyond the horizon of their own lives isn't it?

Tioman Island

One of the best destinations for a short escapade will definitely be an island. I'm missing those evenings where I could just fall asleep on the beach, and that was like what, a week ago? I thought it was just yesterday. Good times never last long. But what's good to hear is, they will always come again. (: So, hang in there Wendy! Be happy in your next posting! *nods, I can do it*

Good and bad

So, I had an awesome long break this time from the summation of end of posting leave plus MC! Talk about good things. Surgical posting had been a good one. 4 months leaped away without much fear. Bosses and colleagues there are great to work with. In between, there were breaks for Christmas, CNY and also Valentine's. Oh well, it wasn't as though I had any foo-foo celebration. Precious moments spent with my loved ones are always the best - priceless and what money cannot buy. Been trying hard to juggle between work, family and a long distance relationship. So far so good, no doubt LDR can be tough at times. In an optimistic perspective, it strengthens the relationship, whereby we start making future plans together. Everything is going at its right pace, and that's what I'm always thankful about. Our family met. Miraculuously both our parents get along very well - nothing for me to worry about.

Anyway, talk about the bad. I'm down with chicken pox at the moment. So bad that I think my face is going to be disfigured! T.T Had to extend my leave, which means I have to extend my new posting as well. Can't be any more sadder than this, and every time I look into the mirror, it shudders that frightening look, like 'OMG!! How is this going to get healed without scarring??' Big sigh. But still, am grateful to everyone who's been very concerned about me. Hoping for a speedy recovery so that I can start work as soon as possible. (;