Finishing O&G

Finally, it's coming to an end. I'm almost done with my third posting! Wheeee~ Now, no more echoes of the fetal heart beat(CTG) to vibrate my eardrums. No more meconium stained liquor to stain my clothes. No more whiff of fishy odor during vaginal examination to make me feel nauseated. I'm just so glad I survived these 4 months! ((: And off to Saigon in less than 48 hours with the bf! ((:

Well, not exactly that happy cuz finishing this posting meaning it's a start of a LDR and I'm not quite a person who loves being away from the people I love. What more when the bf and I have never been apart for more than 3 days since we started. It's gonna be a whole new experience to adapt with, like omigosh, will I miss him too much?? No doubt. Will I be incapacitated from the emptiness?? Certainly, yes. Will the distance crumble our relationship? Well, I hope not. Arghh.. there's just so much to be fearful about. T_T

Sigh, double sigh, triple sigh. Whatever it is, come what may.

Call it PMS

Am missing those days where I got to pen down my emotions and feeling alright after that. This habit had been long lost and every now and then when I feel the need to release them here, I'm often at a loss for words.

Tonight, I get that blues again, just because I'm worried. When you are aware that someone who matters isn't feeling good, you eventually get that hit and feel the same too. Or probably it's just those hormones playing up on me again. Arghh.. I seriously have no idea man!!!