Ambition?

I have an extended holiday, another week of medical leave, which makes it a total 3 weeks break! Wow! I hadn't been working for 3 long weeks! I wake up each day feeling different and there were moments I got so bored, I wished to go back to work. Pronto! Perhaps a good reason for me to keep holding on to my job. No pun intended. I've been living a rather purposeless life since a year ago. I can't decide for myself what I really want. While I'm often being asked about my preference, I woukd usually reply with that perfunctory statement - "I want to be a chronic MO." It wasn't long before this, I start getting bothered about what I'll like to become. It's like a major issue for me, good enough to give me sleepless nights just thinking about what's best. I still do not have an exact answer, but well, let nature takes its course! The fact is, no one can see beyond the horizon of their own lives isn't it?

Tioman Island

One of the best destinations for a short escapade will definitely be an island. I'm missing those evenings where I could just fall asleep on the beach, and that was like what, a week ago? I thought it was just yesterday. Good times never last long. But what's good to hear is, they will always come again. (: So, hang in there Wendy! Be happy in your next posting! *nods, I can do it*

Good and bad

So, I had an awesome long break this time from the summation of end of posting leave plus MC! Talk about good things. Surgical posting had been a good one. 4 months leaped away without much fear. Bosses and colleagues there are great to work with. In between, there were breaks for Christmas, CNY and also Valentine's. Oh well, it wasn't as though I had any foo-foo celebration. Precious moments spent with my loved ones are always the best - priceless and what money cannot buy. Been trying hard to juggle between work, family and a long distance relationship. So far so good, no doubt LDR can be tough at times. In an optimistic perspective, it strengthens the relationship, whereby we start making future plans together. Everything is going at its right pace, and that's what I'm always thankful about. Our family met. Miraculuously both our parents get along very well - nothing for me to worry about.

Anyway, talk about the bad. I'm down with chicken pox at the moment. So bad that I think my face is going to be disfigured! T.T Had to extend my leave, which means I have to extend my new posting as well. Can't be any more sadder than this, and every time I look into the mirror, it shudders that frightening look, like 'OMG!! How is this going to get healed without scarring??' Big sigh. But still, am grateful to everyone who's been very concerned about me. Hoping for a speedy recovery so that I can start work as soon as possible. (;

Get up and try

Even if it makes you wanna cry... gotta get up and try and try and try and try...

Year One

It was a silent prayer that got answered.

A year has gone. A relationship that I'd never imagined would end up like this. God must have been really awesome. From a point where I have no idea where this will go and and decided to take a leap of faith, well, I'm the luckiest woman now. So much have happened within this one year. All the ups and downs that were never documented became a part of the lifelong learning lesson that will always remain in my frontal lobe. We're at two different towns now and certainly, distance and absence are the toughest ordeals to overcome. It's only been four days we were apart, yet it feels like forever. It's often at times like this that I keep reminding myself - 'impossible' is not a word but an excuse for not trying.

Thank God for you. Happy Year-One baby! (:

(((:

Well, well, well... another year is about to come to an end. What will I say about my year? God has been good to me indeed, in almost everything I'd say. Of course, it isn't as perfect as everyone has thought as there were still periods where I call it the 'downs'. I can barely retain most of my memories now and when I tried recalling via my blog posts, I realized how little have I talked about my life this year.

Somewhere last year, I was still pretty much in doubt about my survival skills when it comes to work. I hated the fact that I'm a doctor and the skepticism in me brought me no where but to continue from where I already am. There were times when I get so frustrated about patients and their family members who do not at all appreciate our concerns or they're just too demanding. So commonly seen among my own race and I'll try by all means to avoid such people. Just recently I came across the same situation, and this time, the subject was my own relative. I got really pissed off at the beginning though I wasn't involved directly. But well, come to think about it, it isn't really worth my effort to be angry at people who doesn't deserve it. 

Anyway, nuff said about work! ((:

Been offered a glimmer of hope when I was almost lost in my routine practice. I have someone awesome in my life now and being pampered by my most awesome parents at home is good. Oopz, guess I have a little though block at the moment plus I do not have a specific topic which I wanna talk about. But am feeling all good becoming right now, with some Christmas carols playing from the woofer and the bf falling asleep on the other couch. Gonna smack him awake. Teeheeee. 

Lonely Christmas

Looking forward to my favorite season of the year, Christmas, but ))): it's gonna be a lonely one..