Contented

I just wanna stay in this comfort zone for as long as I can. Makes me feel nothing but special and I'm contented. (:

And again...

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

It's a comfort listening to this again. A reminiscence of the turbulent heart that flutters without a direction. Sometimes I feel like giving up, sometimes, just sometimes I know I can't bring myself to do so. It's a pain that weighs up my pride. Hurts deep down but I can't decide for myself what's the best for me, neither can I afford to lose this ecstasy. For all I know, I don't wanna embrace myself once again to go through that stage I reckon to be hell. Suck to be stuck between the lines of fear and guilt. So, whatever...

Christmas Eve 2011

24th December 2011

I never knew that a stretch of 3 days break can be such a treasure till I started working. Give me a day off now, I'm already contented. I went for a scrumptious Korean breakfast with Dr. Sum at Ampang cuz I just can't stop loving the pungent smell of kimchi. Okay, kidding. It was actually Sum's idea to go Korean and dining with Wendy is equivalent to a supernumerary spread of food on table. Says whom it's alot?? We even went for dessert at Snowflake after the fulfilling meal. Holla! I promise I'll refrain myself from eating the next two weeks.

Yummmmmmyummmmm dessert @ Snowflake

@Mid Valley

Returned home and went for a countdown with Mei Cher and Aikumunn @ Papazi and we were lucky enough to win a hamper that night. Revisited that place again on New Year eve to try my luck, but obviously, not so this time.

Delighted with the clapper!

Lucky draw: Aikmunn won a hamper!

Papazi and their treats.

Love from Meicher and Wendy

2012!

*BOOM!!!*********

A toast to the memorable 2011 for another year has come to past and ushering a big welcome to 2012! Proudly will I say, 2011 was a year where I'd learned to be strong from every downfall that had dropped me to the lowest point of life. I pulled through every experience, by God's grace. Alright. Forget about those nostalgic seasons. I had my own felicitous times as well but I won't brag much about them cuz I've had all of them recorded in this virtual journal of mine.

I ushered the coming of 2012 with Gary this year. We were both on our evening shifts and decided to make the night happening after work, despite us knowing that the following day was our day oncall. Yes, on 1st of Jan! Well, I haven't sorted out my new year's resolution. Suppose I'm not that ambitious after all but I will come up with a list of things I wanna fulfill this year soon. May 2012 brings better tidings, great joy and love all year through.

The week where we had two oncalls to pull through. I need more sleep!

See what has work done to us? 24 year-old Wendy vs. 25 year-old Gary. Playing with clapper, blowout and blowing horn.

Happy Nuya!!

Post-call Christmas Dine-out

20th December 2011

Had a fantabulous advanced Christmas dine-out with Aliyaa and Zakaria @ Landmark Hotel since we were all too free that night. Not to mention free actually cuz I had a rocky call the previous night, where I had alternating delivery and admission to attend to. Wheewww~ and to my motion fatigue, I could hardly keep myself awake the following day.

Anyways, it was cool to hang out with Aliyaa and Zac. Like a getting-to-know-one-another session and certainly, I'm much happier now with work. At least, I don't feel so foreign in the hospital and also among my colleagues when I know I'm not at all an introvert. Pardon me, I'm always this slow in adapting to changes. Well, everything is going fine at the moment and I'm enjoying the company of my colleagues be it at work or after work.

Hello, meet my colleagues. Aliyaa and Zakaria.

It was a feast, so we had to eat this much.

Christmas Came Early

Hello! It's Christmas time again! A season that was and is still filled with parties and gathering. I can't be more grateful to have a bunch of crazy buddies whom I grew up with since primary school. I don't remember the last time I celebrated Christmas with them cuz it'd been such a long while since I last stayed in BP for this celebration. So, our usual hangout place @ Erin's crib where she invited a troupe of carolers to spice up our night with a joyous carols. Nothing beats chilling out amongst the busy work load I'm having and definitely worth staying up till 2 in the morning when I was on-call the following day. And even more awesome, the party continued the day after when I was on a post-call mood. Totally zombified with only 8 hours of sleep in 3 days, yet I wished time would freeze and never trickle.

Awwww... see those cute lil' angels.

Our second round of night together... and the party continued. Erin made us super yummilicious nachos and penne pasta with gigantic prawns. I can't stop craving for more of such perfect combination! :D and momma's Hokkaido cupcake.

Can't wait for my 3-days break to come!! :D

Part of a fool

Christmas is just around the corner! It's a season I ought be excited about like I always do, but I'm feeling rather apathy this year though we're just two weeks near Christmas! Maybe it's due to work, or maybe.. God knows what. There's always a part of the past that keeps trailing my memories no matter how hard I try to dismiss it from my frontal lobe. Funny how I really wished to watch the meteor shower with him and funny how I remember every detail of our conversation. Funny how I thought about him every time I hear Miranda Cosgrove's voice on the stereo. Well, someday all of these have to go... And yeah, time to push myself into a Christmassy mood again! :D This year with an extra member! So, my life's all about work and Shannon now... How lovely! Thank God for her.

Disturbing sleepy Shannon after work. Love from beloved yiyi~